Today is the second day of Diabetes Blog Week, hosted by the amazing Karen at Bitter-Sweet. Each day I will attempt to blog about the topic put forth to diabetics across the world.
Click for the Keep it to Yourself – Tuesday 5/12 Link List.
Many of us share lots of aspects of our diabetes lives online for the world to see. What are some of the aspects of diabetes that you choose to keep private from the internet? Or from your family and friends? Why is it important to keep it to yourself? (This is not an attempt to get you out of your comfort zone. There is no need to elaborate or tell personal stories related to these aspects. Simply let us know what kinds of stories we will never hear you tell, and why you won’t tell them.) (Thank you Scott E of Rolling in the D for this topic.)
Continue reading Diabetes Blog Week Day 2: Keep it to Yourself.
Update! Today is #dblogcheck day! Go leave a comment on every blog post you read in the diabetes community today – even if it’s just a simple, “Check!”. Read more about it on A Consequence of Hypoglycemia.
You feel sluggish, headache building, vision blurry, and let’s be honest… you’re getting a little pissy. And there it sits, looming like a report card you don’t want to show your parents, your meter. You see it all the time, so why is it causing anxiety? Maybe it’s because you might be high.
It’s weird. I don’t know why I get so nervous about testing. It’s not like my mom is staring over my shoulder waiting for the 5 second countdown to either praise me or scold me. I’m a grown woman, yet I still get that sickening feeling in my stomach sometimes. And the thing is, once I find out my number, I can correct and feel better, so why not? That’s my internal struggle. Which feels worse, the high blood sugar or the guilt of why I have one?
I finally tested. I was at 195. Not horrible by any means but I still felt bad. Ashamed of myself for having that high and how long I might have left it untreated.
I don’t know if this feeling stems from my childhood…but if it does, that’s a whole other post.
I find it amazing though how a single drop of blood can cause a roller coaster of emotions.